Break-throughs… (“break-thru” = lazy spelling)
I’ve had many break-thru experiences in my life… but I’ve never written about them, so while I’m in the middle of one now, I decided to put words to it :)
“What’s the point of all this clearing you do”, some will ask… for me it’s to experience a break-thru to another level of consciousness and capacity.
It’s the outcome of a lot of clearing, questions, and intensive inner and outer work that opens you up to a bigger version of yourself with expanded awareness, more capacities, and a greater sense of authority over your world and creations.
It’s like as I clear, day after day, my world slowly becomes more expansive at what can seem like a snail’s pace. But it is subtly tangible and noticeable. And that continues for months or years and at some point, you work your way towards dismantling something large that you’ve worked at for a long while, but it’s remained elusive.
One day, you clear something that pulls a pin on a large construct and it’s like the curtains fall and you see your entire reality with a new sense of clarity!
Things you have struggled to make sense of for years are just obvious to you now. It’s like you had been looking through frosted glass trying to make sense of what’s beyond and now that glass has shattered and is collapsing in large chunks leaving large open areas of easy sight.
Things I have been working for years to grasp fully and put words to are now just clear and simply available to me with little or no impediments.
Another hallmark is that the players of interference that once looked so large and impossible, now look so tiny that they seem hardly worth dealing with.
I remember 10 years ago when all the demons, entities, gods, aliens, and tricksters seemed SOOO much larger than I was. But I kept moving forward anyway. And break-thru by break-thru I kept getting larger and larger than them. More empowered, more in my knowing, and more myself. Now 10 years later, those previously imposing figures now look like small ants. Not because they have gotten smaller, but because I have stepped more into the infinite magnitude and capacity of ME.
What’s it like going through a break-thru?
I feel GREAT! Even with a sudden influx of weird stuff collapsing in for clearing, it’s mostly known and even somewhat obvious. Kind of like that frosted glass broke around me and because it’s obvious, I know how to clean it up, and it’s not a big deal. The new view makes the work enjoyable and worthwhile.
Symptoms of Having a Break-thru:
– feeling of a big shift, slightly disorientating, but exciting
– an influx of clarity and awareness about everything (it’s all clearer)
– everything feels up-leveled, things just work better and easier
– you feel bigger, more expansive (above the previous limitations)
– everything starts to feel easier
– new directions that were blurry are now clear and obvious
– lots of random stuff coming up for clearing, but you don’t care, you’re happy for it
– need to clear fractures 3-4 times per day for a couple of days (for walk-in folks)
– expanded sense of fulfillment and new direction
– things are new again, it’s like a new playing field, with new capacities and choices
– what seemed previously impossible, now seems quite likely and simple
Leading up to a break-thru you can feel the slowly increasing clarity, possibility, and power building. You can feel something is up in the weeks or months leading up to it. But when it happens it blows the doors off things and you just feel good to be YOU. All the work you’ve done was worthwhile and you are eager for a more leisurely pace towards your next up-leveling.
Leading into a break-thru, things seem to get more challenging. Interference tries to step up their defenses and up their game. But I’ve learned that I simply double-down and up-level or keep steady my pace. I have infinite resources, whereas limitation’s resources are finite. I will succeed if I just keep going. Then at some threshold, you can feel you’ve done it and the old structures give way for new possibilities.
It’s like moving toward the next level in a game or program. You can feel a sense of advancement as new tools and awarenesses give you access to a bigger capacity for change and increased responsibility for the renewed direction ahead.
After a short break, I feel ready to charge forward and surpass new benchmarks and conquer new levels.
How does it feel to have a break-thru?
It feels really good to be more of You.
And it was all worth it!
Jaden Fox
Sept. 6, 2020
