So, been untangling my connection to being an entity portal. I would clear, and it came back. Clear, it came back. Clear, back. Clear, back. After months of this, I recognized that I actually *might* have something else going on here. :) I found out I was one of the creators/promoters of the system, so I worked to recant that… it seemed to do something. I visualized a plug connected to my funding of the system, and I pulled it from the power. Something shifted.
Yet, something kept creating more portals. One day in meditation (my shower) I noticed that when I checked for “governance and enforcer entities” holding the portals open, it was always governance. So I started to feel into that. What if the governance system was something that *I* put into place so that there could be some consistency and structure in my life, and I wouldn’t have to think about it or worry about it? What if there was a system in place to manage all the details of running my life? That would be kinda like a government bureaucracy, wouldn’t it? So I went into my imagination for a visit…
“Hello, you’ve reached the Governor’s Office”
“Yes, Jaden Fox here, I would like to speak with the Governor.”
“Why certainly Mr. Fox, the Governor will see you now.”
So I met with the governor and he pretty much confirmed my suspicion, yet he wasn’t exactly sure what to do about it. His job was to maintain and supervise the elaborate system… that kept automatically creating portals and such. The accounting office reported (after filling out extensive paperwork) that the benefactors of these portals were in three other star systems, that I didn’t benefit from having them at all. That’s all I needed.
I began thinking… What is the most graceful way to disassemble a government that is no longer necessary? Well, I can put everyone on LONG term vacation!
Of course, this all took a LOT of paperwork which I filled out retroactively and sent it thru so when I arrived, everything was already on their desk. I negotiated with the governor and the employee union, for the highest level of vacation pay they could tolerate. All the government workers reluctantly accepted 10,000 times their normal pay, to go on vacation until further notice. I let each department decide how they would shut things down in a way that worked for them, and watched it unfold as if I was watching a documentary of it.
It didn’t take the employees long to figure out this was a good deal, none seemed to look back. Things boxed up, closed down, lights off. Just a custodian could be found. After 20 years or so, the government offices were made into a “Museum of Governance” for a while… but no one showed up to look, so it fell into disuse. Even the custodian & maintenance staff left. Cobwebs and structural dis-integration became the theme for my old governance system, right before my eyes.
After a very long shower, I felt quite different.
How much fun can be had disassembling a government?