I spent most of my life hiding. Hiding from what I thought would come and get me if I ever truly stepped into my potency. Something that felt like it was following me and watching me.
Was it real? Yes. In my world it absolutely felt completely real. I had tested it and had learned the “hard way.” There was definitely something seeking to keep me “in line.”
It felt alien in nature, omnipotent and not so friendly.
Had it actually attacked me… I thought so… I had some vague memories that would be explained by that… but I could not say for sure.
==> Have you ever felt like you had to hide?
==> Are you hiding from someone or something that does not want you to express YOU?
==> Do you feel like you are waiting until something releases you and allows you to move forward?
My answer to all of these, was: YES!
And I was not coming out!
But as the pull to express my essence and deliver what I came here to be got stronger and stronger, I was “forced” to use my tools and go past the fear and see what was actually real.
What I found, surprised me…
After 10 years of exploring this topic, I want to offer some radical viewpoints to explore. See what is lighter for you here…
What if you are not in the same reality any more…
==> Truth, are you in the same reality you were in when you had the “problem?”
==> Truth, are you on the same planet you were on last time you had that “problem?”
==> Truth, are you in the same dimension you were in last time you had that “problem?”
For most people the shift from pre-2012 to now has been more dramatic then anyone has acknowledged or understood! What if you are no longer living in the Matrix? What if you are now living in a synthetic reality that looks and functions like the previous one, but is totally malleable and adaptable to your evolvement?
==> Are you still living as though nothing has changed?
==> What if, what you were hiding from is no longer on the planet with you?
==> What if what’s left are just automated systems and memories that you CAN dismantle?
What if your life was NEVER normal…
Most people have done their best to attempt to “fit in” and “be normal.” What if it’s just a lie. What if you are are not normal. What if you are extraordinary?
==> How much have you pretended that your life was normal and that there were not strange things going on behind the scenes?
==> How much have you tried to tune it all out and made yourself wrong for perceiving it?
==> What if that stuff IS real on some level… beyond our “ordinary” conditioned reality.
==> What if YOU are not crazy…
What if THIS WORLD is crazy for attempting to ignore things that are weird, hoping they would some how go away?
I have seen and communicated with ghosts, spirits and off world beings my whole life. Even when I was pretending they didn’t exist, I was STILL DOING IT! I was just hiding it from myself, adding to the weirdness, denial and illusion of my life.
In recent years, I’ve just come to accept, that I am extra-ordinary, gifted and more in touch with my magic then most people on this planet are. Simply because I’ve chosen to acknowledge what truly is.
What if you no longer need to hide?
What if the reasons for your hiding are no longer valid?
They are just pattern.
What if releasing your patterns of hiding would allow your life to BE more of the magic, potency and fun you KNOW your life CAN BE!
A friend of mine shared an awareness today that deeply effected me:
“I recognized that the being who was watching me, who seemed alien and all powerful… was actually a version of ME that existed outside of my ability to comprehend them. I was actually afraid of a future version of me who was living their potency.”
Shivers ran down my spine. That was true for me.
One of my biggest fears… was of a version of me I’ve always wished I could be.
That awareness gave me more permission to be the real me.
Are you ready to stop hiding?
What if it’s just a choice?
Will you now CHOOSE to end your hiding and look at the scary monsters you have living in the dark recesses of your life.
I promise you. All you’ll find is illusion ready to be dissolved.