Yesterday I was cooking breakfast, just getting the hash-browns started when I had this flash vision that blew me away.
I had this sense of another being connecting with me and asking for some energy assistance. I tuned in and it was a past version of me from 7 years ago, seeking direction from his future self.
I allowed myself to travel back those years and sensed the “now” of it. A chill rain down my spine. I remember this experience!
*Flashback*
Past-me had just completed a rather intense shamanic experience and I was feeling rather raw, alone in the world and lost. I was sitting in the warm morning sun in Oahu, shivering with a sense of uncertainty. I called out for spirit’s assistance and the suggestion I received was to connect with a future version of myself; to request a confirmation that everything would be ok.
Past-me sent out a call to the future looking for someone willing to connect. A being I could not recognize, tuned in to me, felt my struggle and sent me both a vision and a burst of energy that immediately calmed me and put me at ease. I knew, somehow, I would be ok.
The vision the past-me got was of a future-me who was feeling at the top of his game. I could not understand his world, he felt VERY far in the future. It seemed like it was another lifetime entirely. But what he communicated was an assuredness that I would be quite ok and that everything would work out extremely well!
*Flashforward* back to yesterday.
I saw and really understood what was happening. I was standing in an open time-bridge between two versions of myself.
I flipped my hashbrowns and set down the spatula. I expanded out to the farthest reaches of the multi-verse and gathered up all the energy that this beautiful yet scared being desired or required for his fulfillment and peace. I amplified the energy and sent it back through time, 7 years to my past-self.
As I felt the energy connect, I sent a picture of my life now. Confident, talented and having the best life I’ve known to date. More in my joy then I every thought was possible. Loving life for the first time I can remember.
In that moment, it all connected. How far I’d come in 7 years. Unimaginable leaps, way beyond what I ever thought was possible back then. But here I am living it, now.
A deep well of gratitude opened in me. For this amazing past-me and his accomplishments. I stand today on the shoulders of all the daring leaps of faith, bold letting go’s and incredible achievements he made, all while thinking he was doing something wrong and that he wasn’t enough. It couldn’t have been further from the truth.
I love that explorer in me who traveled through the isolation and darkness, relentless, focused, grasping at whisps and shimmers of what could be and made it happen. That part of me who “does what it takes” to achieve the impossible and walk through the darkness on faith that there IS light ahead.
“How do I know?” That past-me always asked. How do I know that my success is assured?
I have insider information says I… trust me when I say, “Your success is assured!”
I used to secretly think this voice was God masquerading as my future self, telling me “my success is assured” that so I’d feel better. Now I know the truth.
It was!
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Tune into a past version of yourself, 7 years ago…
Send a care package to let the past know,
“Your doing great!”
“Your on the right track!”
“Your success is assured!”
Jaden Fox
4/22/2013
